I would like to show you this letter, but I guess, we will never meet each other again.

I have to tell you about this, please don't be surprised or something like that, ok?

Do you remember me? The girl who sat next to you in 6th grader. We talked about Naruto and Bleach every single day for the entire year even until we graduated. And accidentally, I told you that I like being your friend and, actually, I have a little crush on you but you didn't notice. It's been 5 years until now and, honestly I kept thinking about this thing. I can't keep this anymore and I realized that I will never able to send you this letter.

I remember you were calling me almost everyday, only just asking me what I'm doing, I already have lunch or no, or just crack a joke while you're calling me.

I remember how smart are you, you're so good at mathematics, you're often helping me doing my homework and exams.

I remember when we sang 'Ophelia' by L`arc~en~ciel and you were wishing one day they will perform at our school.

I remember when everytime you crack a joke in the middle of the class and I laughed so damn hard and the teacher caught us laughing.

I remember the grin at your face everytime you caught me when we play hide and seek, you looked so happy that day.

I remember when one of our friend imagining us if we marry each other, we will have a goddamn tall kid. But of course, you don't take it seriously.

I remember when you preferred talking to me instead talking to 'her'. I feel... Idk, special? Hahaha.

Hey, if you read this, please don't be scared, ok? I'm not a cannibal nor killer. But, I've been keeping this for 5 years, and I think you should know about this one day. But since I don't have a chance because it's already too late, I post this letter on my blog and wishing you will read this one day. I really, really wish.

Please don't take this seriously, I'm just a nostalgic person and I wrote this in the middle of Biology class and suddenly I remember you. I know this is extremely cheesy but, I didn't feel sad when I wrote this. I just suddenly remember the good times we shared in elementary school and honestly, I really enjoy having a relationship with you, not as a couple, but a best friend. You're make such a perfect friend for me. I won't forgot people who used to be my friend, and one thing you should know, I will never forget you, but, as a friend.

Last word, have a nice day. :)