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Change isn't always bad.
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
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My life has been change 180° in hours, not days, months nor years. It's started since I'm in 11th grade.It happens in the very first day I started being a sophomore in my school. In 10th grader I used to sat alone, in the corner of the class. I barely spoke to my classmate. I have no chairmate. The only person I spoke at school that day is the girl who sat in front of me. We talk about One Direction, but not often. I don't speak much like I used to in middle school. I bring books everyday to school, I'm avoiding everyone. The only thing matter to me that day is I want to got home as soon as possible. Every morning in my life is nightmare. Sometimes I lied so I don't have to go to school. And because of that I absent frequently. I got a lot of bad grades, I often slept in the middle of class (I fall asleep 3 times in sociology class and once in mathematics class). I hate everything and everyone that day. I feel want everything to go away. I feel want to disappear. I wish I wasn't exist. But I feel it doesn't happen for a long time. But I will always remember the trauma. And then I start the 11th grade. A new semester. I remember the very first day of the new semester, I was late to school. So I got the only seat left. But there's a bag next to that seat. A girl bag.(it's pink, so it must be a girl bag) I'm so happy that day because oh, finally, I have a chairmate after a year but I don't know who sat next to me. And suddenly, the girl who sat next to me is the very first person I know on that school when we're still in student orientation day but we don't belong in the same class in 10th grade. It makes me more happy because I sat next to someone I knew and I knew, she's a nice girl. She introduce me to the girls who sat in the front of us. Not long after that, a new girl come. She become one of someone who close to me too. I made a lot of friends, from other class or even my junior. It's like sun shone again, flowers start blooming again in my life. I feel grateful of my life now And I think you should too. ps: I got into science class. Yay! ♥ Labels: daily life, school |