Just wanna tell you that I really miss writing on this space. I wish I had more time to keep this blog updated. I barely can write anymore because of I've been really busy with school stuffs and a lot of homeworks. It's been such a hectic year for me so far.

I will go to college (hopefully) next year and I'm planning to go to Architecture in University of Indonesia. So, I'm working really hard on it and please pray for me. Your prayers mean a lot to me.

I had this blog for a quite long time. The first post I wrote is when I'm still in 7th grade. I still remember I forgot to take the change from 'tukang bakmi ayam' in my school cafetaria and I really pissed about it because it such a quite big amount of money for me on that time. I read that post again I can help but laugh. It was so funny when you read again in few years.

I also wrote about my loveliest Plurk friends (yes, you guys are lovely for me. Believe me) it was such an amazing experience having  friends like you guys even I can't keep in touch with all of you since some of you are trying to keep a distance from me but I'm really glad that most of you still contact me via twitter or using other social networking so we still can have our 'bejat' moment.

And I wrote about my middle school friends a lot here. About the first day we met each other. About everything silly we did at school those days, about stupid thing we did together. About the day when we graduate. About the day when we separated. About how hurt I am when  I couldn't see you again everyday like I used to. I wish I could turn back time and  cherish that moment.

And yes, I also wrote about when I'm in high school. How I have to struggle for the entire first year in high school because I can't adapt with everyone around me. But it went better when I got in 11th grade and now I'm in 12th grade.

And about the sad-yet-galau stuffs I wrote here. Or just sad lyrics. Or just sad songs with sad music videos. Or I just wrote about my elementary school crush which I still can't get over him until today (I don't like him anymore, but still....) or just random stupid things I hear in public places or school, yeah, I wrote about that things, too.

And a lot, lot of things about my favorite idols, I've been in a lot of fandom in few years. I just wanna tell to all my biases, I love ALL OF YOU, you guys mean something in every pieces of my teenage years. I'm really grateful to have biases like you guys because you're such an inspiring individuals for me. And help me through a lot of my problems. You guys are the ones I always loved.

I'm so happy that I will be 17th years old this October. It means I can get an identity card, driving license, and I can participate in election next year. And even I can FINALLY legally go to a club (that's excite me the most, honestly, haha...)

But the most important thing, I'm trying get into public university next year. But I'm sure I can get accepted in Architecture in University of Indonesia. I really, really, really do.

Just keep the fingers crossed.